Hi Demi. Hope you are fine. I’m just an ordinary girl who loved your show camp rock. I googled about you and found out about your problems. I would like to share my ideas on how to go about it. Anytime I’m in trouble I follow Him and it worked. Look up into the sky and see the sky but beyond that is a man who lives in us. I know you have tried to face your problems on your own but one way or the other you find yourself going back to your vomit. You tattoo your self to help you remember not to go through those things you went through but never worked. I just want you to know that you can’t do it on your own. You have to invite someone in to your life. Someone bigger than your Rehab managers. That someone is Jesus Christ. He loves you and He is waiting for you to invite Him into your life. He knows you better than you know yourself. He knows the hair on your head and your thoughts. For He said “for I have good thoughts concerning you. A thought of good and not evil” -Jeremiah 29:11. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son that whoever believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life” He loves you more than you know. So drop the fame of being a celebrity, and trying to fit in the crowd and focus on God for He is the alter and finisher of our fate. He will hear you if only you surrender to Him. I hope you put my advice into consideration and I will be praying for you. I know that distance is not a barrier to pray for a friend. And please feel free to ask me for anything. I will be glad to help. Bye for now.