I Don’t know if you will ever read this but I hope you. I’m so proud of you. You are giving so many people hope that you can over come you up’s and down’s. You are living proof of how strong a person can be. I would love to be you new bestfriends. One day I would love to give you a big hug. I can help myself but cry when I hear sober. I never had trouble with drinking or smoking but .. Man it’s hard talk about I’m crying just to write this. You know what  keep your heart and soul on what you believe it’s best for you. Your making a differences in the world.